♠白小姐

嘴唇干干的，喉咙也是，

干干的很难受像被虫子咬了。

我有点怕了早晨睡醒来不记得发生了什么，

我脑子一直太清醒了，

知道自己在做什么，

知道自己是哪种人，

但行为呢，

没脱离范畴，

只是范畴很宽泛，

多宽泛，

只我自己知道。

说这周天蝎运势到顶点，

什么运都是两面的，

我总是爱干翻面的事还挺享受。

生日快到了，

又是一年了，

大学就要结束了，

我知道我每天都停不下来，

多大的安慰摆在眼前，

我也停不下来了，

我也想停，

还有很长的时间过渡。

vacation is near over,

i'm sitting in my mom's company to wait for dinner,

a big dinner with fish,cakes,maybe chicken,

that's a good thing.

i fight with my mom cause she didn't give me money,didn't buy me clothes,

pretty normal,

every girl,every mom.

I saw several good movies lately,

then days passed so fast,

spent in bars,home sleep,eating icecream mooncakes,smoking top of the building,

whatever,

just hanging around,

being young.

dinner's time is 18:00.

You called me last night,

I cried cause it's u,special u.

I don't know when the next time you would call me again,

maybe forever no,

pathetic our love,

kissing rose from grove.

Lately,

been in TNT two times,

loud music,

beautiful people,

great singers and dancers,

but i truely don't like this place,

maybe those two guys who said he likes me,

that's bullshit,

just at first sight?

I don't believe it,

you want three p or what?

just bullshit.

Blue Marlin is great,

I love it,

beautiful music,

beautiful moonlight shadow,

beautiful u,crying a wolf.

S got drunk,

too much wisky,

he said i look perfect all the time,

fantastic inside and outside of course,

falling in love with me.

I don't know how to say,

it's beautiful,

just beautiful.

And i always can't be satisfy with myself.

Oh ,dear gosh,

give me a new life.